Sunday, October 2, 2011

Snowy Day Confession





Another Twilight story for you.

A Secret Love (1)

This was my very first fan fiction that I have ever written. It's a Severus Snape + Original Character one. If you did not know before: I am a HUGE Severus Snape fan. He was my life until a certain sparkling vampire (you know who) made me swoon and I had left my love in a place in my heart that never saw the light of day again until recently I have had the sudden urge to resurface him and bring him to you in a way that I can show you how much he means to me by means of a fan fiction.

I based the character Martha after myself. When I wrote this I was feeling very fangirlish and very in love with Snape. If Martha seems kinda obsessive over Severus it's because of who she is. I'll explain her in later chapters or if you can guess why already kudos for you. The whole things a flashback from a pivotal point that is to come in later chapters as well. I thought I should inform you guys of that. I hope you like it!

For Edward

At night he watches outside my window.
In day, he stands by my side.
I contemplate what he's thinking, and long for him to hold me once more.

To breathe his intoxicating scent,
To feel his cold, stone body next to mine.
To look into his ever changing eyes.

Oh those eyes,
The eyes that make me weak,
The golden beacons that makes looking in them worth all
the while.

I can't get enough of him
Though he say we shouldn't,
I must.

Distant or close.
Human or not.
He is my everlasting drug.
My Edward.

Cliff Diving

The closer I get to the edge,
The louder I hear your voice.
I want to be with you,
But it's apparent you don't want to be with me.

Almost on the edge.
You sound like you're right next to me.
Why did you go away?
Did you know it would do this to me?

I'm here.
I can feel you near me.
Don't you know how much I miss you?
How much I love you?

One leap,
You're with me now.
I want you. I need you.

I'm in the ocean.
We're together forever.
I'm numb of you now.
I hope you're happy.

A Eulogy

I look back on all the good times I had.
Where did they go?
I remember the time when…
Oh! or the time I was jus…
Those weren’t fun.
Neither was life.
Yeah there were a few good times
  But now those are lost.
There was a time when I was happy.
I recall it well.
It was when I first fell in love,
   With the love of my life.
But that’s now gone.
And where am I?
I’m six feet under
  Lying by his side.

My Robert

The story behind this story is that I wanted an unnamed alien girl fall in love with a human, and for it not to be weird or spooky.


Missing You

When you left a piece of me went with you.
I call. You answer.
My heart skips a beat.
Your voice brightens my day.

I see you a month later.
The sight of you leaves me intoxicated.
I can't help, but to feel like my whole self.

You leave.
The last thing I feel is the touch of your kiss.

Another piece leaves.

The next time I see you
My heart beats faster.
I am reminded of the us that we were.